What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to say? This is it. This is us. It’s both, yet neither of our, faults. This is where we are. I’m not running towards you, but I’m not walking away. I’m not fighting for us but I’m not trying to break us. I’m leaving us, right where we are. What does that mean? I don’t know. What does it mean? I spent all this time trying not to need you, and now I don’t need you. So what am I supposed to do? I care. Of course I’ll always care, but do I care enough? You don’t deserve that. You don’t deserve someone who can’t meet you halfway. You don’t deserve someone who doesn’t need you. I don’t deserve you. I’m sorry. I don’t know what I want out of us. If it’s not us being 100 %, I don’t want us. We’re just like all the other friendships now. Every so often, we’ll talk. Every so often, we’ll hang out. Maybe. Right? If you even want to talk or hang out with me anymore. But see I don’t want that. But really, I don’t know what I want. It’s different. We’ve grown apart, not together.